That is how my last few weeks have been.
Then there is that beautiful, yet usually much too brief moment, where everything thing finally slows down enough for you to not suffocate and you realize you made it through it!
That is the best feeling ever.
And then you realize that nothing ever actually stops and there will always be more crap headed your way and really the adult and wise thing to do is to realize it, accept it and overcome it... every single time. And somehow it all becomes worth it.
I may have had a really long break. But now I can't stand it anymore. I feel quite numb over most things and my life has felt really unfulfilled as I do the bare minimum. It feels like for the past week or so all I've done is work and sleep. No social, no good food, no people, and it has drained me of creative energy. BUT NO MORE!
Today I fight back, I seek out inspiration and let it fill my soul! I will continue to create, to improve, to accept criticism where it may be and learn from it. I will grow, and nothing on the earth will stop me again!
So speaking of creating stuff. I'm working on a self-portrait. I know, those can be kind of boring, but I really wanted to do some self-exploration. So I've got an idea, and I will post the progress next Friday, so keep your eyes peeled for it.
Just as an update, I'm also planning on applying to the Bachelor of Fine Arts program for BYU in August. So a lot of my time is going into touching up and perfecting old projects, but be patient. That does mean that soon you will be overloaded with amazing perfected projects of awesomeness! It is coming! Right now, beside the self-portrait I'm working on, I'm redoing a magazine project and I hope to knock some socks off with it's awesomeness!
Wow.. this is way to long. Let me leave you with a finished(ish) project. My Didot type posters. It was just to show off the characteristics of the typeface Didot.
Anyway, stay tuned for that self portrait!


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